my mama.

well my mom was gone for almost six weeks, on the road with my dad (hes a truck drver) and shes finally baaacckk! i definately had a long enough break from her and im glad shes back lol. im like, glued to her hip now. its a little rediculous; espeically for my age but can i say? i missed my mommmyy! im spending everyday with her and going everywhere she goes. im juss really glad to have her back.

i also got my phone replaced. when i was at a party it was stolen, or i lost it. one or the other. anyhow, my dad replaced it and i got it activated yesterday. its been so long since iv had it that i keep forgetting i have a new one. everyone keeps texting me and i dont know any of the numbers haha except for my best friends number, which i memorized. so at least i was able to text her right away!

lately i havent been able to sleep, i get really tired and i lay down turn my lights off and... im wide awake again. this morning i was up at seven with my parents bc i wanted to spend the day with them and here it is, 1:28 in the morning and i cant sleep. im really tired too. i dont know whats wrong with me and if i do fall asleep im only asleep for an hour and ill wake up out of nowhere for no reason at all and wont be able to go back to sleep. its realy frustrating.

cassie will be here on the 23rd! were gonna go look at beauty schools, were attending one in the fall. im super excited for her to get back! she went back to her home town in South Dekota to get her GED and shes finally coming home! shes been gone for almost five months. im just about going crazy without her.

well i think my entry is just about long enough, ill catch you laterrrr. (:

hopefully ill be able to sleep tonight.

DUBSTEP.

i absolutely love that song, i just had to share it with you. it just makes this incrediable feeling go through your body.

Kesha - Tik Tok (CHRISPY DUBSTEP REMIX)

boys.

love them or hate them, we cant live without them. at the moment, i absolutely postitively HATE them. i just dont understand them, maybe thats why i hate them. its always the same thing over and over again. with this one guy i know its either his way or the high way and he only wants to hang out with me when its convinant for him, its crazy annoying. i try to call him to hang out and he NEVER answers my call. it drives me absolutely crazy and this other guy only wants me for one thing and im sure he does the same thing to other girls, it isnt just me. its always like, one mintue they want you and than the next they dont even aknowledge that you exist. you MUST take caution whenever you meet a guy until you know how he truly is. now, im not saying im looking for a relationship but iv just been meeting all the guys that only want me for one thing. what ever happend to friendship? guys and girls can be just friends, its totally possible. i have the best guy neighbors, were really good friends and we've never done anything and they've never tried anything either. i would totally love for those assholes i meet to just be friends with me. if they could do that, it would completely change my outlook on boys.